I’ll Live On….

Memorial Day 2006

Revs. David and Leslie Takahashi Morris

May 28, 2006

 

A Remembrance in Time of War:

 

On this Memorial Day, we struggle to be present to the reality that we are a nation at war.  We confront war’s consequences in numbers:

 

  • 2463 US military casualties since 2003.
  • Several hundred allied troops have been killed.[1]
  • Seven U.S. service people are wounded for every one killed.[2]
  • Several hundred non-Iraqi civilians have been killed while working in Iraq.  These include citizens of Bosnia, Bulgaria, England, Fiji, India, Japan, Jordan, Lebanon, Pakistan, the Philippines, South Africa, Turkey, and the United States.
  • No perfectly accurate account exists, but the best estimates we can find say that between 38,000 and 42,0000 Iraqis have been killed since the invasion by the US and its allies in 2003.[3]

 

Statistics do not put faces to the numbers.  Every single number represents a real person whose life is lost.  On this Memorial Day, let us consider these members of the United States military who lost their lives this week:

 

  • (specifics deleted)

 

These Iraqi lives were lost in the first part of this month:

  • 4 Shiite students were shot and killed in a minibus on May 2
  • 13 people were killed in airstrikes in Aziziyah, Ramadi on May 4
  • 28 bodies were found bound and shot west of Baghdad on May 6 and 7
  • A child was killed in Basra following a helicopter crash in gunfire on May 6
  • (other specifics deleted)

 

Knowing the names and circumstances of their deaths does not tell us who these women, men, and children were.  Each and every one of these names and numbers represents a real person whose life mattered and matters as much as each of ours.  They had aspirations and hopes; they had dreams and plans; they had desires and commitments and fears.  They loved, and they were loved.  They were not ready to die. 

            How do they live on?

 

 


Sermon            Rev. David Takahashi Morris:

           

            How do we live on?

            In Jewish writings on the end of life there is an intriguing way of speaking about “the world to come.”  When these writers speak of the place someone who dies will have in “the world to come,” they are not assuming that person will live an after-life as a self-aware being with the same identity.  The “world to come” is not a geographical heaven or hell in which we will knowingly reap rewards or revenge for the lives we’ve lived.

            In this conception “the world to come” is quite literal:  The world as it will be beginning the moment after our death.  The world that will come tomorrow if I die today.  Where will I be in the world that continues without my physical presence?

            In Unitarian Universalist memorial services, we say we are “celebrating the life” of the one who has died.  It doesn’t mean that we don’t mourn, but it does mean that we take time to acknowledge and be grateful for their life.  We do this primarily by remembering.  The first person for whom I led a memorial service told a friend, “The meaning of my life is not in my hands, but in the hands of those who remember me.”   I think he was right:  Once I am gone, those who remember me and not I will decide who I was, what my life was worth, what I should be remembered for. 

            As it happened, this person’s service was rich with stories and memories, and I’m quite sure that his family, friends, and colleagues still tell some of those stories to each other, to their children, to new people in their lives.  We live on in this way.

            But our place in the world to come is about more than how we are remembered.  It is also about how we are present in that world, present among those people whose lives were touched by ours.

            How are those who have died in war present in the world to come?  They are someone’s constant companion, greeted in the morning and bid goodnight every day, engaged in casual conversation over a cup of tea, conjured in the smoke of a cigarette for a joke or a quote or a wry observation about the state of things.  They are an empty, aching silence in someone’s heart, where laughter and delight and love used to be.  They are someone’s warm, armless embrace in a moment of fear or despair.  They stalk the halls of someone’s nightmares.  They shine in front of someone like a beacon guiding them to their best self. 

            What place, what presence do we give them?

            We could add a line to our responsive reading:  We need one another when we have died, for we are each other’s immortality.

            No one passes through life untouched.  Every single interaction we have affects us and affects the person we interact with.  Through the lives of others our lives are changed; we are what we are in part because they lived and because we knew them, lived with them, feared them, admired them, learned from them, loved them.  And their lives are changed by our presence in them. 

            In this way, too, we bring each other into the world to come.  We speak phrases that our parents used to say.  We choose a painting or a set of glasses or a piece of furniture that reminds us of a departed friend.  We pursue thoughts which we first heard from a teacher who has died; we dedicate ourselves to finishing the work of fallen mentors or partners or heroes.  “They are with us still,” Kathleen McTigue writes.  “We, the living, carry them with us: we are their voices, their hands and their hearts.”

            We are each others’ immortality. 

            What immortality can we give to those who have died because our : is at war?  How can we help them live on?

 


Sermon            Rev. Leslie Takahashi Morris:

 

Mommy, do we think soldiers are bad?

No, buddy, you know we don’t think people are bad.

But Mommy, we don’t like war.

No, we don’t.

And soldiers are in wars and they kill people. So? 

 

I’m here to tell you that any moral ambiguities in the world can be identified and dissected by your neighboring UU six-year-old.  I’ll be honest:  conversations like this one make me long to look away on one of those rare occasions when I see a soldier and I am with my son—to look away as if that will keep all the complicated things at bay.  The kind of moral labyrinth I walk in my conversation with my son reflects that liberal ambivalence to the whole celebration of Memorial Day.  Yet, if our form of immortality is in how we remember them, how can we not be present and pay attention? 

As a church, we may tend to look away, because we are not of one mind on war.  As Unitarian Universalist Association president Bill Sinkford has observed, “As a religious community, Unitarian Universalists do not say that war is never justified: we are not a “peace church.” But most of us view war as an absolute last resort, to be embarked upon only when all other avenues have failed, or when we have been attacked. Most of us do not believe this war met those tests.”

And we are invited to look away—to look the other way.  This war is being managed so that we don’t have to think about it, or be present to its realities.  Its slogans and logos slip it into a neat corner of our mind where little thought or regard is needed.  Its packaged images are carefully controlled so as not to allow the media to lose the war as some military leaders believed happened in Vietnam.  We are rarely asked to do what we did this morning:  think about the names, specifics and complexities of the deaths that are part of this war. 

 

We look away because war brings up complications in our own families.  Many families are split on the war.  Maybe you are the sole one against the war.  Maybe you are the one person who is for it among your relatives. War breeds estrangement. 

 
Yet each of us has a part in making sure the young, dead soldiers will live on, in remembering we need one another.  Regardless of our position on the war, each of us has a way we need to summon to be present to the fact that we are a nation at war.  If we support the war, then our presence is needed to make sure we are protecting the freedoms and liberties in whose name it is fought.  If we oppose the war, our voices, and not just our silent disapproval, need to be present.  Either way, we are part of the eternity for those whose lives have been lost in this war and our remembering is part of our tradition which calls on us to search for, name, and then act upon, our own truths.  On this Memorial Day weekend, whatever our personal feelings about this war, we cannot as people of faith, look away.  We must embrace the complexities and struggle with the questions, we must ask again and again until our answers give us a better sense of what is required of each of us. 

 

We need to look at this war, not a few times a year, but on a regular basis, knowing that we have many ways to get other information—by asking, by looking on the Internet, by making the effort to read and get involved. 

 

When the president of our country authorized an invasion of Iraq, here in church we put up a bulletin board to hold the names of those who were called into potentially deadly service.  The temporary nature of that display, I believe, reflected my—our—hope that this would be a temporary conflict.  Last fall, we placed those names in a nicer frame and mounted it on the wall and we added the two candles that we have lit almost every week since to hold our hopes for the lives affected by this war and our greater hopes for peace as a way of ensuring that we did not go completely untouched by the war.  And yet, as this war enters its third year, David and I believe that we, as a community, must, wrestle with this in a larger and more substantial way.  It most certainly will be part of what I wrestle with on my study leave this summer.

In 1950, the United States Congress, requested the President to issue a proclamation calling on the people of the United States to observe each Memorial Day as a day of prayer for permanent peace and designating a period on that day when the people of the United States might unite in prayer. Tomorrow, the National Moment of Remembrance.begins at 3:00 p.m.. I plan to take that moment and make it part of our on-going commitment to be present and remember.  Let us not look away.  It is only if we look at war that we can ever have a hope for a permanent peace.  This is our only chance of helping to ensure that the young dead soldiers of all nations and the people who were just going about their business and the children who were in the wrong place at the wrong time will not be forgotten.  They will live on, with our hopes for that larger peace. The flowers that are the souls of the lives of those who have died in this conflict have been offered in our name, and whether we like that or not, we have a responsibility to mark their passing and to hold their legacies.  We need to do this by letting the war which touched them so deeply touch us.

Echoing Archibald McLeish, they remind us:  “Our deaths are not ours, they are yours, they will mean what you make them.”

 

May we be present to this great responsibility as people of faith.  Amen. 

 

 

 

 

 

 



[1] http://icasualties.org/oif/

[2] Knight-Rider Newspapers

[3] Iraqi Body Count uses independent multiple independent media reports to collect accounts of the deaths of Iraqi citizens.